Saya, Me, I

Saturday, 3 September 2011

Khilafku


  
Ku tangisi khilafnya diri
Sungguh aku bukan insan sempurna
Ku akui sakitnya hati menyakiti hatimu berulang kali
Penyesalan kini tiada berguna

Ku melangkah dengan sejuta rasa

Rasa yang hanya ku seorang tahu
Semoga pengajaran bererti ini
Bisa membuatkan diri dan hatiku merenung hikmah disebaliknya

maafknku...

Friday, 2 September 2011

☆ ☾ Ramadhan pergi Syawal kembali ☾ ☆



Ramadhan mula melabuhkan tirainya…manakala syawal mula menyinsing tiba….. aceeewah…ngee~..wuts up u guys???amacam pose??ok…huhuh….actually..sedeyh la bler ramadhan dah abeh…rase mcm ta ckup lg amal ibadah yang perlu kite buat di bulan yg pnuh barakah 2…seriously..sedeyh!! (>_<)….tp ta pe la…mge kta masih diberi peluang untuk  bertemu dgn ramadhan yg akn dtg..aminn!! btw…tahniah to you all krn dah berjye mengerjakn ibadah puase….disini sy ingin mengucpkan… Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf zhir dan batin….mge kit sntiasa dirahmati Allah…tu jer kowt..thanks cz sudi bce…arigatou n Aslmkm…^_^ 


Thursday, 1 September 2011

F.r.I.e.N.d.S


Assalamualaikum………. hyee….. dah lme ta update blog..windueee!!!! ngee~… skunk bulan pose … so …first of all…  sElAmAT BeRpUaSe!!!! Jgn ponteng aw… Allah marah!!! (Except for them yg mmg tak boleh na poce tuh la…gugu~) niat muci na tulis nieyh pon….cz nak uat luahan aty sket…heheh….wlwpon readers ta pnah na g respon…tp ta per la…huhu…skadar bace un dah ok ….^^…ttaw nak luah kt ner ah….. uhmm… tajuk ary nieyh K.A.W.A.N!!   korang sume msty ad kawan an??kawan baek arr sng…… best an ad kawan nieyh…. sume bnde kiter leyh share nan dye….dr bnde yg sekecik2 nyer.smpai la yg sebesar2nye… gugu~ tp beware taw… kadang2 kite tak leyh terlampaw percye sgt…cz ad yg jenis kawan makan kawan….haa..yg nieyh bhaye… mge Allah jauhkan la…amiiinn~~  uhmm..muci ad gak kawan baek… besh mehh kawan nan dye… dye caring…  funny n so sweet cm gule2 larh… muci sker share nan dye.. g mne2 un nan dye…law nak kua msty nan dye….^^….sng kate sume nan dye la…………but now…it’s all different…..skunk ktwang da mken renggang…dah ta hang out cm dlu dah….dah ta gelak2 cm dlu dah…dah tak sdeyh sme2 suke same2 cm dlu dah….sume nyer dah maken pudar…muci un ttaw la ap sbbnyer…mungkin sbb muci kowt….uhm…n mungin dye dah jmpe kawan baek yg lbeh baek dr muci……tak pe la…tiap manusia berhak uat pilihan dye sndiri an….muci tak haling dye nak pilih sape2 un sbgai kawn baek dye…..but….i hope…dye tak lupekn muci as orang yg pnh jd kawan dye….muci bsyukur sgt3 dpt kawan nan dye….^^…nikmat uhwah Allah bg tuh an…best!!.…thanks cz jd kawan muci…….thanks sgt3….sorie…muci nieyh style sensetip sket….mungkin bg dye…tak der pper..tp bg muci……ia amat memeritkan…pd zahirnye…muci mgkin nmpk ok…eppy…but from the inside…spe yg taw…Allah jur yg faham hamba2 nya….….mge Allah mmberikan kekuatan pdku……huk3…seriously………muci sunyi............^^ ………………..k la…uat tacink lak…heheh..apalah!!! haduii!!! Hahahak….k guys...ppay….thanks cz luang mse ntok bce kt blog yg mmg ta brape besh nieyh…sayonara!!!!! Arigatou!!! SALAM!!! ^^

Feel longing for….


After came back from campus, actually at 6.00 p.m , my friend and I were decide to go to Kak Ida’s stall to buy some food.  After buys some food, while walking back to the hostel, we were chatting.  We talk about many things. We talk about other friends, family, studies and many more.  One of the topics that we talk is about my sister.  
All the memories that I remember came out from my mind one by one.   Her smile faces, her laugh, her angry face (makes me feel unwell =P), her tears and what we have been through together.  On that past time,  my life full with laughter because she was great at making funny things.  We were very close.  I always share my problems with her and she listen very careful.  She was a great adviser too (hee~ =)) She was very pretty, kind, and also an animal lover same like me.  Everyone love her much.  I can’t deny that I also in my jealousy mood when I think of it (hee~).  But it won’t be longer  =P. I thought the same way like everyone thought, more than that bad thought that playing in my mind, huh! (gugugu~ =P).   Want to talk about our memories? It will take long time to talk about it.  But now, all of the memories always there. Deep in my heart, that everyone never knows.  I never forget about it until now.  Yet she was married and has a child.  Wargghh!! I can’t deny her daughter is very cute. Her face is same like her (*^_^*…kawaaiii !!).  I never assume that because of her daughter she turn to someone that I never known before.  Her smile also begins to blur when she gets sick.  Since that time, my family and I became more worried about her.  Her condition was getting worse.  Until the day that we never forgotten.  She died at same date when she married (date of married: 8/8/2008) (date of died: 8/8/2009).  Miss her so much, ( =’( ).  I always pray that she was placed in great place and peace there.  Amiin…   

Sweet...isn't she??^^











On her wedding day